模糊不清

到底公司里是否会拥有真正的‘友谊’呢？抑或，你离开公司后，大家就分道扬镳，你死你的事呢？
之前的公司，一直以来都给A一个很‘家’的感觉。无论同事或上司，大家都过得很融洽，像家人般相处。
一年前，A为了追逐她想要的，离开了这所谓的‘家’。决定要离开前及后，都非常的挣扎，非常的难舍难离。

但是，之前的挣扎，代表什么？

离开第二天，大家都迫不及待的告诉你大家有多想你；没有你的日子多么不习惯；看见空荡荡的位子有点难过。。。

离开一个月后，大家恢复正常，不再理会你的生活，不再关心你的事情。
更离谱的事，把你妹妹般看待的上司，老板们，就算见到面，连给你一句问候语都嫌多余；在酒吧碰到，连向你敬杯酒的力气也省了。
怎么啦？离开贵公司就代表背叛吗？
A有时在想，到底是别人的问题，或是自己本身有问题，
不懂得怎么去处理这种尴尬的状况，或是模糊的关系。
其实，会很模糊吗？告别了同事关系，或员工关系，就变成朋友咯。
需要那么复杂吗？
算了，
与其去想到低问题出在哪里，不如珍惜现在眼前的朋友来的更实际。

Every Morning

How I wish every morning, I can wake up 30 minutes earlier to prepare this for myself.

A great and relaxing breakfast brighten up your dull day.

ZEVS

i found out about this artist - ZEVS from HK Ming Pau Weekly.. in an article about his 'vandalism' on Chanel logo (click to view video) at Central, HK. Zevs interested me by this activities named- "Visual Kidnapping"..

In 2002 he cut out a model of a gigantic Lavazza-poster at Alexanderplatz in Berlin. Above the hole in the poster he wrote: "VISUAL KIDNAPPING - PAY NOW!" This intervention not only struck a chord with art lovers and people in Berlin. It has also inspired political activists. Stealing an image from a poster in Germany is now spoken of in the media as a visual kidnapping.

"Visual kidnapping is like entering an interactive game: If the brand on the billboard kidnaps the attention of the public with the purpose of consumer demand, I reverse the situation and I kidnap the model on the poster and I demand a ransom of 500,000€ from the brand. This sum represents the symbolic price of an advertising campaign for the brand." Interview with PingMag, 11 August 2008. (quote from Wikipedia)

haha, funny right? and according to MPW, he even cut a finger of the model from that poster, and post it to the owner to request for ransom! :D

ABOUT ZEVS:

French graffiti artist ZEVS, famous for investigating the relationship between commercialized cityscapes and the public's unquestioned acceptance of it.

Known for targeting omnipresent corporate identities such as IBM, Coca Cola and McDonalds by manipulating their billboards, Zeus brings that same aesthetic to the gallery by transforming the space into an urban setting. Tagging the walls and interfering with the architecture through installations and use of light, he destabilizes the interior and demands questioning of the total acceptance of corporations' representation in our subconscious.

(quote from www.coolhunting.com)

you can view his website: http://www.gzzglz.com/ which looks like google liquidating.

Books Actually

Books Actually move to a new place again, this time is at Club Street, occupied 3 stories. I'm not very interested on their books, but i like their set up & products.

新加坡

新加坡这个小国度，我生活了7年。7年前的我，甚至是求学时期，每当年尾放长假就会过来这里度假的我，觉得这个国家很好，人民过得很有规律，地方也很干净，拥有将近80巴仙的华人，让我觉得很有亲却感。
在这里日子久了，开始有自己的想法，不再被别人牵着鼻子走，再加上我一向对中文这个有万年深渊历史特有情操，而导致我渐渐开始讨厌这个不爱自己母语的国家。可耻的说，在这里将近70巴仙，身为一个100巴仙华裔血统的人不愿意用自己的母语书写，甚至沟通。不利用还没关系，有些甚至觉得没有这个必要去学习中文。他们还认为只要能说一口‘流利’的英语就足够了，更为自己能说一口‘singlish’而引以为傲。对不起，我不是想要说的那么绝，而是我刚刚扭开本地中文电视台的一项节目，记者所用的语言是中文，可惜，被访者却用他们一口流利的singlish与他们对答如流。
好几次，我都很好奇地问我新加坡的朋友: 为什么你们的中文底子不怎么好？‘无所谓啊，不重要，只要我能说英文就够了。’（完全没有羞耻的意识）
让我考考你的中文好吗？‘不要啦，你考我英文好吗？我一定能够解决。’（如上）
最让我觉得很矛盾的是，无论在工作，或在朋友之间，当两位初次见面的华人碰面时，他们所说的第一句话语都是用别人的母语，而不是利用自己的。我知道，工作偶尔不能避免利用国际语言对谈，但是，朋友。。或家人之间的沟通，难道就不能用回属于自己的东西吗？
我不禁想到身在大马的华人，大家为了要争取自己生活在一个回教国能够立足的机会，而努力的保护华教，华小，好不让别人剥夺属于自己的母语。
而在这里的华人，却双手供奉了自己的母语，投向所谓的‘国际语言’，没有自己的特征，没有属于自己的身份。
你们说，可笑吗？

食得是富

近日我觉得自己好凄惨，食0野食的好吾自在。掂解？？因为，右边口腔发炎，搞到我只可以利用左边咬食物，口都不敢张得太大。结果好多‘人间美食’都一一错过，一一牺牲（有些许夸张~其实并不是我所讲的甘严重）。但是，口腔有问题同埋牙痛其实是最辛苦的一件事，它的痛楚可以影响一个人成日的操作兼影响心情！我宁愿病，都不想牙痛！
昨日朋友介绍我买一个名为difflam的漱口水，贵到暴！200ml 要 $17.45！既是话漱一次起码要一蚊！今日的下午饭居然沦落到要食我最吾喜欢的东西--- 粥！！通常这样食物是我在无的谏之下才会食的。。:(
之后见无好转，唯有下午去睇医生（都吾知应该睇牙医抑或医生）。听左我的症状后，牙医叫我过隔离睇医生（甘鬼近，这个就是新加坡的好处）。睇医生吾超过10分钟，居然就无左$50! 唉，这个‘病’真是令我破财，吾知会吾会替我挡灾？
其实，这次的教训，并不是破财，或者其他。。最主要的，是领悟到一个道理：‘食得是富’！有d女仔，为左贪靓，牺牲兼放弃左好多人间美食，呢样吾食，个样吾掂的。浪费晒d食物。我曾经都有想过要减肥，所以就尽量控制自己的食欲，控制去食自己最爱的甜品，糕点。。或者一时当系精神粮食的--零食！
好希望会快d痊愈！
奉劝大家，趁有得食ge时候，就。。。食啦~！

我好挂住lays 薯片，subway曲奇，mcD 薯条，pscafe蛋糕，饼干，硬硬的法式面包，意粉，roti canai。。etc etc。。。

fisheye-ing!

finally i got this effect right :)
i hope the next one is my mini DianaF+.. let's shooooooot!

生意难做

第一次做档主

隔离邻舍

‘满载而归’& 挨饭盒的星期日下午
一句讲晒：‘生意难做’！

泰有创意!

Guess year 2009 is a travel year for me, this Dec i'm going to my no.4 destination- Bangkok, Thailand! This trip have been organized since 8 mths ago, during airasia promotion, which cost rm244 (incl taxes, luggage). I'm going with 2 ladies, who is my sec schmates- khiaw & oren. but unfortunately, khiaw might not join us due to her new job commitment. :( well, i have to explore Bkk with oren now.

Friends who been to bkk keep telling me that bkk is a very creative place, i believe it but i did not really keep into heart. this evening after work, i went to coffee bean to prepare itinerary by using this 2 sources - 大曼谷旅游通, and 泰有创意.. and the outcome is.... thailand is really a great platform for creative ppl! :D So many creative center, so many concept store, concept restaurant cafe... etc..

During this trip, i MUST go to.........

TCDC- Thailand Creative & Design Center for sure!

H1, Playground, a place which gather all designers

Bed Supper club, considered one of the world most creative interior design

Sirroco bar, where you can see the panaromic view of bkk city

Suan-Lum night bazaar, where you can find creative & interesting stuff there

I believe there are more to explore during this trip! and I'm looking forward for this trip! :)

yes, i bought books again :P the last time i bought was few mths back. and this 3 books are less than $50 :)

Model Making

last few days, for one of the project, i pick up my favourite activity: model making,

after a long long long time since i graduated from college...

still remember when i were in college, cooursemates & lecturers were so amazed by my model making skill =.= no other reasons, i think is just because i'm good in crafting la, and i like paper stuffs. haha.

when i went for job interview, they asked "any other skills that you would like to share with us?", i ans: "model making".

"erm.... but nowaday, in interior design, seldom ppl do model, usually we use computer to generate 3D view, faster and easier... "

"oh, ok i see... =.=" (speechless)

洗脑2

洗脑2 （洗脑1是我第一次提出时，既是8月尾我由香港返来后）

你话，
作为一个设计师或者艺术家，是不会被环境影响。
但是，
我话，再留在这里我不能发挥，因为我的头脑已经逐渐阻塞。
你话，
0甘就唔对了，你应该要学习在逆境中求生。
我话，
我还后生，也没有太多负担，点解唔出去闯下？
你话，
点解唔0念下留底，探讨下大家合作的机会？
我话，
我自私，我唔想同其他人分享；我想拥有属于自己的一片天下，一片重新冲刺的天下。
我话，
我想好似部电脑0甘，时间耐了，当储存的资料越来越多的时候，会有些许hang机。。
当遇到这种情况时，最好的解决方法就是将它re-format，重新输入新的资料，新的资讯。

而我，可以骄傲d讲，虽然我没有好多的身家，但我有青春，我唔怕失败，我唔怕跌倒。
有几多个人，可以有这样的勇气，这样的机会？
再老土的抄抄柴九的金句“人生有几多个十年？”而我，又有几多个25岁？
一直以来，我都好欣赏你的天马行空，你的创业意志，你的不屈不饶，我更加以你为我的榜样。
我希望在不同的国度，可以成为另一个你。
而且，依你的想法，绝对能够套用“天下无不散之筵席”这句说话。
就算离开左，相信合作的机会多不胜数，而且之间擦出的花火分分钟比现在更加亮丽！
始终，我有足够的决心继续实现我的计划。
因为我相信，我的离开，并不是我们之间的句号。

again, 人因梦想而伟大。